I Don't Know How to Love Myself and Someone Else At the Same Time Lyrics

Maybe it's just my attention span

I can't keep up with all of the demands

It wasn't part of my plans

I only have two hands

I only have one mind

Ah, ah, oh, oh, oh, oh

I haven't seen me for days

I went away

I don't know where to

But I miss you

I really need you now

I thought you would never leave me again

You said that you'd help

Oh, oh

You said I don't need help

You said that you wouldn't leave me again

But now you've gone away and I don't know where you are

I need you with me

I can't do this alone

Why have you gone away

What is it that I have done to make you go astray

I didn't mean to

I'm doing the best that I can do

I'm doing the best that I can do

I guess I could do better though for you

I will do better now yeah

I will do better for you

I'll do better now

I'll do better now

I will do better now for you

I'll do better for you

I'll do better now

I'll do better

I promise I can do better, yeah

I felt like I was giving you my all

But maybe I was lying to myself

I have been known to do that before

I can be in denial

I'm really good at that

I can deny it

I can deny it

I can just tell myself lies

Yeah

I know I self-sabotage all the time

I'm really good at that

That is another one of my abilities

I'm really good at doing that to myself

Why do I do it though

I need to love myself

I really do

I really do

So why am I not showing it to me

But I can show it to you

Maybe I only have enough love to give to me

And not to anyone else, too

Do I have to choose

One or the other

Is that how it's gotta be

It can't be true

I can't be the one

Is it me or is it you

I shouldn't have to choose

I'm not gonna choose