Relinquish Lyrics

I've been through a lot the past two years

But every period of anguish and despair

It made me stronger

Ayo, Kold Kwan

A sharp knife to a shark's life

Oceans flow in a dark night

Where the orcas go, they carve right

To orchestrate devolved sights

The calm before the storm right

Torn from deformed bites

We settle scores with scorned fights

And peddle more of the same shit

Starlight like Cambridge

I shine bright, my face lit

Despite sorrow, embrace it

No path that is painless

Been burdened by my debts

Regrets worsen, I feel low

I've been heart broken once

But won't be broken by these woes

I'm not rude, I'm facetious

Will I cut my life to pieces

Not quite so, I'm Venitian

Rowing boats over grievance

In aqueducts, I'll be Roman

Quench my thirst, with a Trojan

Lead a horse to the water

If it drinks then I be moaning

Bottled up is my tension

Floodgated with intention

Open up, no more stressing

Release the freed ascension

Lesson as a prepubescent

Is keep the inner child guessing

Roll my sleeves with rough edges

Bring me to life, Evanescence

If you don't got a lot to lose

Then what the fuck do you have to lose

As if you got something to prove

To all these female cockapoos

That mock you, don't rock with you

Parrot shit like cockatoos

Cuz apparently you talk your truth

De La Soul like Posdnuous

They bring you down? That's asinine

Don't give em care, they lack your shine

Life's too short to past the time

On bastards that just sap your mind

So let it be and let it go

Relinquish to ebb and flow

Wanna bring some peace to mind

So here's a piece of what I know

Felt heavy lacerations

Own lack of self care

Tortured by my aberrations

Haven't loved myself dear

Magi holds adoration

A landslide of admiration

Staggered trance I have been shaken

Shattered is the ego now

Vulnerable and honest

I stand firm to losses

I hobble, been admonished

But refuse to walk to my coffin

Accrued is resilience

Reborn from catharsis

The part for me that's hardest

Is to finish what I've started

But I'm working hard to be better now

Did the best with what I knew then

The past is an illusion

Transmute a buck from my two cents

Can't always tie up loose ends

Cuz closure isn't guaranteed

Only thing that is for certain

Impermanece, my carried creed

If you don't got a lot to lose

Then what the fuck do you have to lose

As if you got something to prove

To all these female cockapoos

That mock you, don't rock with you

Parrot shit like cockatoos

Cuz apparently you talk your truth

De La Soul like Posdnuous

They bring you down? That's asinine

Don't give em care, they lack your shine

Life's too short to past the time

On bastards that just sap your mind

So let it be and let it go

Relinquish to ebb and flow

Wanna bring some peace to mind

So here's a piece of what I know