Yo

It's freezing out here

Stay Kold

Anybody around

Nah

Solemn and despondent, contemplating as I'm pondering

The leaves of autumn veiled in frost reveals from the thawing

The chilling of the cadence slowly weighing on my conscience

Ate away at by the flailing of the failings of my conscious

A dark horse, but not a Porsche

Manifest remorse, apparition of a torch

That unhappily I carry with a burden to be scorched

The hatchet then be buried in a barren tundra up north

Isolate from naysayers, contagious in their scorn

They never bring me peace of mind, wanna see my soul confined

Content with throwing night shade, toxic with their Solanine

Deceit disguised as down to earth, contaminated woven vines

Moth drawn to a glimmer thats only growing dimmer

Cuz what was once the bigger picture, grimmer, cropped and trimmer

Trapped and tortured in a bind, I'm feeling stuck in my ways

The ground felt in my chest shows the detrimental effects

When uprooted by upheaval and unable to accept

Every part of who I am, at my worst and at my best

And just everything that lies between, the feeling of distress

My cry for help, my SOS, my vessel drowning in my debts

Resuscitate my sinking breath, cardiac endure arrest

Rendering my hopes, in an almost pitch black room

With the bellow that then blows, the last of the embers glow

Before I lay to rest, in a coffin full of coal

I am under the duress, the December solstice probes

I've been tryna elude the past, but that fleeting peace don't last

Cuz the moment shadows brought to light, it will come to bite you fast

It doesn't change whatevers done to anyone I've hurt

Unhealthy loves a futile drug I used to fill my worth

My hearts become more guarded, took awhile as I searched

In the darkness of a cold night, that's my artistry in birth