Larry's Not White, Larry's Clear Lyrics

Separation anxiety

From a stable psyche

In the dirt where I broke

Sucking gravel and choked

On the fact I'm done growing

Have nothing to show of

The man I've become

I think I fucked this up, oh my god

And I just can't believe it

My whole life has come and gone

In my head I'm screaming

I just want it to stop

I don't think that I can take

Another cloudy day cause really

I've been waiting so long

To feel the heat of the sun

On my face, so please before I break

Can I try being happy for once

Or has the damage been done? Am I too late?

These nightmares were daydreams

Before I got lazy

And let myself hurt

Now I picture the worst

Possible outcomes

Each time that I think of

How my life could be

What's wrong with me, oh my god

Please, believe I'm trying

But every time I get hope, I'm let down

By now there's no denying

I might need help on this one

I don't think that I can take

Another cloudy day cause really

I've been waiting so long

To feel the heat of the sun

On my face, so please before I break

Can I try being happy for once

Or has the damage been done?

Is it too late for me to worry about

Fixing all of this

Cause I can't get the words to say out my mouth

They're too big to fit

My old friends haven't been around

For quite a bit

So If I have a nervous breakdown

No one will give a shit

I don't think that I can take

Another cloudy day cause really

I've been waiting so long

To feel the heat of the sun

On my face, so please before I break

Can I try being happy for once

Or has the damage been done? Am I too late?