Hail Mary Lyrics

I don't want to die but there are certain things inside of me

That keep me from what I could be, they're riddled with toxicity

And I don't want to lie, but these small things just make me hate myself,

I feel compelled to ask for help, cause my heads become a prison cell

And I need to kill the little parts of me

The make believe enemies

That convinced me there's no remedy

And I need to eliminate the negative thoughts

That live deep within my brain that make me question if

Fighting is worth it

Am I really better off?

Trying to be perfect

While I'm covered up in flaws

So here we go a hail Mary for the ages

Will I survive the war I'm waging?

I'm not saying I'll be perfect every day

But if make it out alive, maybe I'll want to stay that way

I don't always cry, but there are certain days that I'm a mess

I'm depressed and I confess that I suppress the hopelessness

I'd throw these thoughts aside, but in my blood there is a sedative

that makes me hypersensitive and afraid to face my narrative

Cause I'm not a fan of the story yet,

Let me know when it stops being sad and it gets glorious

Cause I think I've got some better things to do

Like licking wounds, but what's the use, if I know I'm gonna lose?

Is trying even worth it?

Am I really better off?

How can I be certain

That I won't be written off?

So here we go a hail Mary for the ages

Will I survive the war I'm waging?

I'm not saying I'll be perfect every day

But if make it out alive, maybe I'll want to stay that way