LOT ON MY MIND ft. DJ Horse Lyrics

Lately on my mind i been having a lot of shit

Searching for a dose of serotonin for a hit

Throw some ice on the wounds to cool of a little bit

Looking at some shit old things need to get rid of it

Changes? Fuck them imma never do it Imma stick to my root

Lately cant tell a difference if I'm on the wrong side of the zoo

I been going through a lot of shit clean up is what i need do

Trick me? Nah fam that is not gonna work I ain't no goddamn fool

Long hair bitch is sucking my cock

Imma champ bitch I'm fucking the lot

Eating waffle bitch talking a lot

Indian bitch on the forehead a dot

Trapped in my mind she left me to rot

Lost all my sanity nothing I've got

Going insane I'm hoping I'm not

No feelings left i feel like a bot

Shit that I been through all my life turned me to a beast

Since I was a kid the others I been tryna please

The blood war that inside my brain I been tryna peace

But the bloodthirsty beast inside always tryna feast

So I always try giving it something to eat

Anxiety and anger turned my life to shit

And my brain always stops in the moment of heat

And with People around are not helping one bit

Shit that's going on is fuckin with my mind

Some days I just feel like something is not right

Octagon in brain and not winning this fight

But Imma keep fighting till moment I die

Running from problems no track is left

Who's responsible for childhoods theft

On the right peaceful path I'm on left

Only two options left: fight or death

I don't know what to say

I don't know what is it

But I'm always anxious

Coz I got lot on my mind