Night Lyrics

Everyday I keep on working

Everyday I keep on running

Every moment of my life

I keep on searching

For the reason I'm alive

Chasing after these pointless goals

My legs are the only thing my mind controls

My goals are consoles I score on controllers

But these ghosts inside my head

They're always one step ahead

And they will keep hunting me

Till I end up dead

6 feet under the dirt

Buried still with you in my mind

Even suicide won't get it out

Coz I keep running around

And

I feel like I'm underwater

But these thoughts won't get drowned

So

Imma keep on fighting

Till I get crowned

But

At the night I stay awake

With my life on the stake

Under the rag with earpods in my ear

Can't hear the music clear

My thoughts are blurry

Tired physically and mentally

Suicide's not the way even tho it's so elementary

Even though you think I'm cold fundamentally

I'm crying everynight sentimentally

But I wear a mask everyday and go out

You think I fake it but I'm always devout

And I'm the loyalest

Can't let go even tho I'm realist

So I

Grab my raincoat and close the door

Even though I know it's gonna be same as before

I grab my cigarettes and lighter

Walking under the rain till it gets brighter

Walking by my only friend who listens

Even though he's in the distance

He's standing there quiet

My only friend night