i still have things to say Lyrics

I think about the way my dad looked at me when I was younger

Who was my sister, now he is my brother

And I wish my mom smiled more

But I love her all the same

I come home, nothing's changed

Is that good or sad? I've really been away

And I'm scared, not even gonna lie to you

My aunt's sick but she won't tell me the truth

But I still have things to say

You're happily engaged but I don't not think about how

We dated for three years but you never once got down on one knee

Though my actions did said otherwise

I'm sorry that my love came off as kissing all these other guys

I come home, nothing's changed

Is that good or sad? I've really been away

And I'm scared, not even gonna lie to you

My aunt's sick but she won't tell me the truth

But I still have things to say

So my uncle, we don't talk anymore

Since him and my aunt got divorced

But if I'm being honest I still miss him sometimes

He texts me on my birthday and I always reply

A guy I used to love died last week

And I don't know how to feel because

I haven't talked to him in years

But he really had a hold on me

And I still have things to say

I come home, nothing's changed

Is that good or sad? I've really been away

And I'm scared, not even gonna lie to you

My aunt's sick but she won't tell me the truth

But I still have things to say