my mind won't go to sleep Lyrics

My couch is now a staple at this point

It's not a question

That throughout this year

I have reintroduced my own depression

The ceiling is my friend and I

Have no conclusion for an end

Forget what it is like to go outside

How long, my dear, have you lived like this?

How long will you entertain these skeletons?

Tugging at your heart, just close the closet

I used to have a light but now I've lost it

I promised I'd never let L.A. change me but i do

Natural instinct is therapy but I can't talk it through

I ignore calls and text messages even though it's you

What's a home and what is love?

I hope I know it soon

My mind won't go to sleep

My mind won't go to sleep

The east coast made me soft, you know

When I grew up in milford

Catholic school, pale uniforms

Speaking to the lord and savior

Hope he heard me on my knees

Praying I'd be here one day

How silly, what a child I was

Still don't watch what I fucking say

How long, my dear, have you lived like this?

How long will you entertain these skeletons?

Tugging at your heart, just close the closet

I used to have a light but now I've lost it

I promised I'd never let L.A. change me but i do

Natural instinct is therapy but I can't talk it through

I ignore calls and text messages even though it's you

What's a home and what is love?

I hope I know it soon