My Fault Lyrics

Yea I been tying to quit the bottle

But too many cold nights I been feeling real hollow

Wonder if a hollow tip will take my breath away

Too many nights a step away

Been traumatized many would say

Except for her

The only one I wish would truly feel me

Too far apart you I can't really see

The scars between us way to deep

But that's not the way it's supposed to be

And it's all my fault

I moved out and you moved on

Now the times gone

You think everything's fine but deep down inside I wish I could show

But that's to painful of a blow

How many times will I roll

When can I roll in peace

Not enough space for me

Don't want no company

Please just leave me be

How can we come to terms with what we lost

I don't want to be drunk and off the walls

But when I think about I'm torn till I fall

And I don't mean to stall when we on the phone

But I just like to here your voice because I feel so alone

Cause I can't stand the fake

Running round ducking hate

Thirty rounds on the waist

Send him up to heavens gates

After him lord I'm on the way

Yea I'm for sure I don't want to stay

Won't Implore friendships fade

Will I grow old or be blown away

Can I stack bread with my fam or will they stray

Please just give me some time learn how to wait

I been pumping the gas I ditched the brakes

I just need to get it off me get it out the way

I been pushing it to the side but need that real spill

But ain't nobody real

So deep inside it kills

Numb it hard with alcohol and pills

Too many times off the walls ducking real

Scared for real

Had some change wanted Ms

Party rager wips a Benz

Crash the wip cause of the feds

Feel I been speeding to my end

Feel I been speeding but no real end

Want some happiness but lord when

Want more blessings but I still sin

Call the reverend that's my kin

But he gone too

Who gone follow suit

Seems like niggas trying to grab a spot for there's no more room

Life full of lames I don't really want to resume

All the real fly away and that's the truth

So I stay looking over my shoulder

Hoping the reaper ain't getting closer

Too many thoughts come when you get older

Left lane ain't switching over

72 hours ain't been sober

Too many times seen the cold shoulder

I know my hearts getting colder

And the devils getting bolder

But I just… got to put it all on the line

Put my soul up in this shit so you know I'm worth your time

I ain't trying to be cocky but one day I'll shine

Moving on to some better days not trying to rewind

Fam living in luxury when I'm in my prime

Struggling with some pain been hurting deep up inside

Coughing out my brains you know I'm numb cause my eyes

Too much trauma inside

I just been scared of anomalies don't really know why

Beautiful young women scared to give her my time

Ride with her a little see if she's more than just fine

But I don't know if I can trust another line of connection

Second guessing

Too many thoughts should of left them

Been switching up my perception

Don't want to feel the pain I drop the curtain hit the exit

I'm gone within seconds

Catch me you won't mange

Kicked out I think he planned it

Prove that he can handle it

Roll with all his damages

Bruised and bloody ran with it

Alone forced fan of it

All alone not really a fan of it

Home alone I feel abandonment

Left alone but I had left you alone

Stuck in my thoughts cloud nine many times I had flown

Fat blunts with Cîroc to get me in my zone for the beat

Spitting all my pain so I can get up out the east

Yea I love my city but It's cold in the streets

Niggas got some blickys better roll with some heat

Staying out they way I just compose to the beats

We don't write the same watch how you talking on me

Spitting all that real shit

Trying to hit a mill quick

Feed my children's kid's bitch

Low trying to get real lit

New hoes not feeling it

Just need the one I been kicking it with

If you know you know I ain't got to trip

Bad little vibe the same we sip

Bad little shorty and yea we sip the same

Staying in my lane I just been spitting hell of a game come on now

Yea I been trying to quit the bottle

But too many cold nights I been feeling real hollow

Wonder if a hollow tip will take my breath away

Too many nights a step away

Been traumatized many would say

Except for her

The only one I wish would truly feel me

Too far apart you I can't really see

The scars between us way to deep

But that's not the way it's supposed to be

And it's all my fault

I moved out and you moved on

Now the times gone

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