Feeling Everything Lyrics

Niggas wanting everything

I'm just trying to settle things

Stacking up evergreen

Lost up in my melody's

But it's the only place I feel alive

Inside don't normally feel anything

Been numb to the heavy tings

Let my body bleed while my soul sings

Hope my soul resonates with yours

Cause I know that I hate this fucking place for sure

I'm a being of light meant to travel and explore

You can't change my mind no matter how much you implore

After this how many wondered if there's really more

I know if there's a god she for sure supports the real niggas

Stuck against crazy odds she know how we feel nigga

Cause she a black queen not an American white king

How many times they done flipped the script man fuck that shit

I don't trust what I see focus on what I believe

So I'm lost from reality if not too many tragedies replay up in my head

I'd start to lose my mind inch closer to the edge

That's why I smoke a couple spliffs

Pouring up too many times hurt my wrist

Writing lines make me feel all the shit that I been thru

Sometimes good

Sometimes bad

Sometimes just want to blow my fucking brains on the dash

But I won't show it

Cause outside I'm a cool fun nigga

But deep down been frustrated traumatized

Come scrutinize you can see the sadness in my eyes

Searching deep down inside bitch get off my line

All I really want is a fine wife, beautiful kids, and a nice crib

Always playing with my youngins cause my father never did

Won't be the man that I came from you know the deal

So I wip a big range JRover that's the name

Can you bring some food I been locked up in this booth for some days

Tripping i'm tripping I think I see a brighter future in the rays

Growing up accumulating pain then I flipped it for the gain

Rather stack high than being in the public eye with the fame

Cause most niggas self centered stay throwing shade

But they just really want to be you they all the same

They wanna speak the truth but it's hard to explain

Just rap what you know kid

Strait from the dome shit

Let your soul bleed on the paper like I do

Chilling writing rhymes I listen to Erykah Badu

Tens hit my line so you know I'm running thru

Then back to the lab

Scrawling deep thoughts on a slab

Not really sleeping at night I feel soon I'm a crash

But how else am I supposed to reach the top

Grinding while these niggas catching Zs I won't ever stop

Stuck in the bottom with my pain notice I drown a lot

Writing rhymes still feel the same notice I don't heal a lot

Na na naa

I been stuck with all this pain but it make me different

The way I see it gifted but it's all up for opinion

Like an artist change the image I seen a brighter future so I corrected my vision

Don't give a damn about the world just trying to free my spirit

Don't give a damn about the girls just trying to write my lyrics

Yea yea yea yea

Niggas wanting everything

I'm just trying to settle things

Stacking up evergreen

Lost up in my melody's

But it's the only place I feel alive

Inside don't normally feel anything

Been numb to the heavy tings

Let my body bleed while my soul sings

Hope my soul resonates with yours

Cause I know that I hate this fuckin place for sure

I'm a being of light meant to travel and explore yea