Desperate Lyrics

Whoa oh

Whoa oh oh

Whoa oh

Whoa oh oh

Whoa oh

Whoa oh oh

Sixteen more of these memories

Maybe this is the death of me

Heats been rising this it typical

Yeah

I hate me but that's not original

Hey

Hey yeah

Hey

Hey yeah

Hey yeah

Desperate kind of reckless

My attention

Something that I strive for

Death is

Something that I think about a lot

It makes me restless

Hopefully one day I get it

But I know that one day I could be more

Check this

While I'm checking

Every check on my checklist

Anybody show of hands if you get this

Think that I forgot to mention

If you got depression

Then you're on the guest list

To all of my music

Maybe it's true I don't know what I'm doing

All that I know is I wanna spread hope in a world I know is confusing

All that I know is that I have been given a gift

A light is inside of me

Open the darkest parts of me that I know that needs to be lit

Portray my emotions for all of the people

That tell me that they cannot feel

That shit is real

Most of the people that come and that comment on all of my music

They tell me that they cannot deal

With all of the trauma they feel

Most of their stories make me wanna kill

The evil that hurt them I think that I will

Swallow the pill

Sorry that you have been hurt but i think it's a hill

Upward that we have to climb

Everybody told me that they'd rather deny

Who they are as a person

I do it too

Part of the issue I think we're confused

That's easy to do after you've been abused

Stop tying the noose

Everything that you do has a purpose

Lesson is hard to learn but I swear to you it's worth it

Hey

Hey yeah

Hey

Hey yeah

Hey yeah

Sixteen more of these memories

Maybe this is the death of me

Heats been rising this it typical

Yeah

I hate me but that's not original

So hypocritical cuz all I do is look back

Sitting on the hill we should be climbing thinking that I lack

Energy that I need to keep on going

Question my motives

Feeling like I am a drop in the ocean

When I felt like I was down at my lowest

Nobody noticed

Lashed out at all of the people that love me

That shit's embarrassing

Breaking my character ah

I dropped my integrity

Well now I'm picking it up

Looking around me like where is my hope and my trust

Only when I start asking all the questions is when I stand up

Then I take a step up the hill trynna find all my love

But part of me tells me that I'll never find it

Depression is how I define this

How can I fight this

Hey

Hey yeah

Hey

Hey yeah

Hey yeah

Somebodies clipped my wings

Oo ooo

Now I feel I'm stuck on this planet and say I cannot breathe

Is this the oxygen that does not belong inside of me

Force it out with all my subconscious thoughts

They say that I'm cold and lost

Tell me why do I breathe

I think all of us are just a little bit fractured

Wake up in the morning

Suicide rates are climbing got to work faster

No excuse now trynna prevent a disaster

Lotta people look around at the world that they live in

And say they don't even wanna be in it say they wanna end it

Quit with the pretending

Looking like we're destined to fail

When you say that you're broken and frail

No man I know you're gone bail

No man I know you gone leave when I'm destined to be

Stuck in my senses I feel like I'm dangerous

And I don't want nobody closer to me

All of my biggest regrets are

Hurting the people that love me

Sixteen more of these memories

Maybe this is the death of me

Heats been rising this it typical

Yeah

I hate me but that's not original