Worth It Lyrics

I don't wanna hear it from the posers

Maybe that's why I'm a loner

Money for my soul that's a no sir

I'ma make it other way I was broke first

I am a different breed

Everything that you wanted to see

You put pressure on me I'ma take it

One foot in front of the other and side-stepping all of your hatred

If I had to guess I think you'd hate this

Never understood it but

Y'all like the basics

But now I finally get it it's deep in my mind

More than just basics it's basics refined

On an intimate level

All these emotions and thoughts that I wrestle

Make me feel sick and I've damaged my vessel

Deeper than I could repair I'm unsettled

But I wanna say I'm fine Pretend everything's alright

I'm chasing the light

Me I'm fine

Pretend everything's alright I'm chasing the light

Something I'd never say pull on the brakes that's a lie

Often in anxiety got my hands tied I try to fix parts of me alone at night

And all of the songs that I write I try to make something worth it

Tell me is it worth it Is it worth it

Maybe this could be worth it

I'll be fine believing this lie if it isn't

Thought that I was fine but really wasn't that's a different threat

Caught between the lines of hate disgust and other stupid trends

Fought the propaganda of society that tried to get

Me to sell my soul for shit I know I only would regret

I digress

What's worth it is the pain that I've endured

To push myself to this point of no return

So that I could rest assured that

I'm never gonna slip back

Hi Zach

Been a minute since we last talked

A lot has happened in our lives so let's go take a walk

You don't listen to me and you never have

But before we get into that

Why do you regret the past

Well that answer is easy

A lot of this stuff isn't breezy

Moments of joy they are fleeting

Free me, sick of this feeling, I'm freezing

Didn't just say I was cold, I was screaming

Most of my friends turned their backs, I was bleeding

I still stood up, took a step towards my dream and

Fighting my demons

All alone looking for weakness I

Can't be no more no more Swear to God that I've had enough

Screw that fight back fight back

But I can't cause I'm too cut up and I

That's an excuse

Wanna be better than being better

Open up your eyes if you wanna be unfettered

Meeting your demise is what happens if you give in to the pressure

Worked hard so that every line is a treasure ah

So when they ask me if it's worth it you know the answer

I can fucking reach people who are dying inside is this worth it All of it is yes

But I wanna say I'm fine Pretend everything's alright

I'm chasing the light