will o' tHe wisp Lyrics

(Yeah, you know, we all rely way too much on others)

(Yeah, we think they're important or some shit)

(We better focus on our-fucking-selves)

('Cause they're just gonna stab you in the back, for real)

Get it, they really deceived me

I'm walkin' and wanderin' 'round with my feet in the mud

Got out the gravel, tho one heel be stuck

That shit been meltin', quicksand's the result

Grains 'round my chin, so tryna grab its walls

Efforts been made but they're like slipping palms

Loyalest ties turned out ephemeral, damn

Abstractness with metaphors, tho the pain's concrete

We were cubs 'round predators, we became tougher (Tougher)

More losses than chances and they've blindly plundered

They're actin' like chancellors witnessin' judgements

They fucking know nothing 'bout what I seen crumble

Been dealin' with traumas, depression, anxiety

Feel like stifled rifles shootin' under concrete (Yeah, yeah)

I kneel in the darkness when nobody's 'round me (Yeah)

Wander around with no hopes

I feel lost like Atlantis, lil' bitch, I been losin' my trust

Ain't no actual repose (for real)

And I'm walkin' around with my feet on the ground

Like the will-o'-the-wisp's what I need to say I saw

Late at night, who's laced up?

I stay awake with cold feet, still but filled up with qualms

May hear wishes within tell me "you ain't gonna fall"

But my feet in the abyss make the quicksand feel slow (For real)

OCD makes me slip, ain't no sleep

Anxiety's always lit, that shit kills, gives no grave

And every fear made me think about tears

That I've kept inside me while you've sailed on my lake

Stayed on my own, by myself

Put my goals on a shelf and I tried to sit and concentrate

But-but ain't no one there for ya

When your mind's sick and tired

And an opp can even be your own shade, nah

Get it, they really deceived me

I'm walkin' and wanderin' 'round with my feet in the mud

Got out the gravel, tho one heel be stuck

That shit been meltin', quicksand's the result

Grains 'round my chin, so tryna grab its walls

Efforts been made but they're like slipping palms

Loyalest ties turned out ephemeral, damn

Abstractness with metaphors, tho the pain's concrete (Yeah)

We were cubs 'round predators, we became tougher (Tougher)

More losses than chances and they've blindly plundered

They're actin' like chancellors witnessin' judgements

They fucking know nothing 'bout what I seen crumble

Been dealin' with traumas, depression, anxiety

Feel like stifled rifles shootin' under concrete (Yeah, yeah)

I kneel in the darkness when nobody's 'round me (Yeah)

Far from a pond but we're still drownin' under it

At times hidin' scars usin' "we" to hide loneliness (For real)

This shit ain't fair, we be deers trapped where gunners at

Homie, you capped, bonds are caps that evaporate

Wounded and scarred, deeper than where the flesh be at

Anguish makes time feel like it's finna barely last

Believed in ties, they then knocked at Gethsemane

Trustin' no one no more, feel expectationless, bitch

Look at the wall, springing crevices, bitch

They're finna expand after settlements, bitch

Y'all play with fire, now look, matter fact, bitch

Eagles'll stare at entrails with their beaks, uh

Step 'round landmines, the squad'll prolly leave us

That's a real "we", facin' dreads, we will grin, yeah

Showin' no fear, hesitation been near, yeah

Tho we ain't stoppin', they better see me on top

(Shadows, shadows)

(Shadows, shadows)

(Shadows, shadows)

(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Get it, they really deceived me

I'm walkin' and wanderin' 'round with my feet in the mud

Got out the gravel, tho one heel be stuck

That shit been meltin', quicksand's the result

Grains 'round my chin, so tryna grab its walls

Efforts been made but they're like slipping palms

Loyalest ties turned out ephemeral, damn

Abstractness with metaphors, tho the pain's concrete (Yeah)

We were cubs 'round predators, we became tougher (Tougher)

More losses than chances and they've blindly plundered

They're actin' like chancellors witnessin' judgements

They fucking know nothing 'bout what I seen crumble

Been dealin' with traumas, depression, anxiety

Feel like stifled rifles shootin' under concrete (Yeah, yeah)

I kneel in the darkness when nobody's 'round me (Yeah)