epipHanies ft. Laila Rkibi Lyrics

I-I-I don't even know what the fuck I'm doin' here (even know)

I-I-I don't even know how long I'll stay here (even know, for real)

When you see me online

Actually I'm offline in my mind

You're no more a part of my life

I'm only focusin' on finding my light

When you see me online (online)

Actually I'm offline in my mind (my mind)

You're no more a part of my life (my life)

I'm only focusin' on finding my light

Lonely nights owe me time

Soul get tired, lost its pride

We been like on the floor hit by tiles (tiles)

Hid our blood like we cleaned it with towels (uh-huh)

Had to really stay up like the melanin

Tho life darkly did fall like Phaethon (for real)

I was at the bottom among lightnings (uh-huh)

I still get haunted by the thunders' din (yeah)

I been so hurt I been bleedin' but keep it

Within like hemorrhages, feel next to pits (for real)

Shit, tho, now hold up, I will not vent (vent)

I had to grow up 'fore I was even six (yeah)

Learnt how to go on, but at what fucking cost? (yeah)

My anxiety's destroyed me, I can't trust a thing (yeah)

When you see me online (online)

Actually I'm offline in my mind (my mind)

You're no more a part of my life (my life)

I'm only focusin' on finding my light (for real)

When you see me online (oh yeah, online, oh)

Actually I'm offline in my mind (oh, in my mind, oh)

You're no more a part of my life (oh yeah, my life, oh)

I'm only focusin' on finding my light

Yeah, any shield could prolly bend

Any fear could prolly win

They tryna hamper on ya

You gon' raze 'em over

They will scratch their own defense

When shit is gettin' too tense (tense)

Who could ever have a plan? (plan)

Look at your back (back)

People got daggers mouldin'

They got handles for them

You can never know when they will stab (stab, for real)

And then whenever they do (do, uh-huh)

You comprehend nobody stayed true (uh)

Each time you bled nobody was there

That's added nothing but incertitude, yeah (uh)

Already too many knocks to face (yeah)

Need peace, when they beset, you droop and (yeah)

You blame yourself for trustin' them (yeah)

Realize you prolly never knew them (knew)

When you see me online (online)

Actually I'm offline in my mind (my mind)

You're no more a part of my life (my life)

I'm only focusin' on finding my light (for real)

When you see me online (oh yeah, online, oh)

Actually I'm offline in my mind (oh, in my mind, oh)

You're no more a part of my life (oh yeah, my life, oh)

I'm only focusin' on finding my light

Finding my light, finding my light

Ooh, finding my light

Friends you think you have

Fade away when you need them

Yeah, and they make you bleed again

You know, it is what it is

But, you know

Oh, you know

That just been

Epiphanies