loved out loud Lyrics

You never told your family

But mine were there to watch me bleed

Paper cuts and poetry

Pull the rug from underneath

Then blame it on astrology

"The stars were out of line you see

it's not my fault you fell for me"

Lay it out in lowercase

You couldn't say it to my face

Then join the list of things i hate

That merely overcompensate

For things i haven't figured out

Like how to make somebody proud

And why i'm never loved out loud

Why i'm never loved out loud

Take back all your compliments

Your kindness has a consequence

Don't think i live by common sense

These silent nights have violent ends

Then come back when i'm on the mend

You'll be alright and i'll pretend

and then i'll fall in love again

Then i'll fall in love again

And it's hard to breathe

And i hardly sleep

And my heart fell off my sleeve

Will you walk me home?

Will you break my bones?

Will i let you leave?

Sing a song and cue the rain

I'll melt if you just say my name

A puddle by the window pane

Dissolving in your last refrain

A victim of the waiting game

I feel so old and you're to blame

What a pity what a shame

Your silence blew the candles out

A smokey room a haunted house

Nothing left to cry about

Only room for dying now

Still things i haven't figured out

Like how to make somebody proud

And why i'm never loved out loud

Why i'm never loved out loud