edge of 19 Lyrics

It's in the evenings, long nights

Try and imagine me healing, dog bites

Fingers and thumbs started bleeding, song write

You're bored of all of my feelings, don't lie

All of these branches breaking

Figuring out it's a chance worth taking

I don't know how but he's gone, forsaken

Say it out loud what a mess I'm making

I watch films that i don't like

Just to see life through their eyes

I'm obsessed with being nice

I never take my own advice

Anyone know who I am?

Feel myself changing for a man

Unlearn the back of my own hand

I'm on the edge of 19

Sat on the edge of my seat

Reading romantic novels and pretending she's me

I'll give you free therapy

Just give me your company

I'm exhausted and weak

Full of words I don't speak

Born in the autumn

Falling down with the leaves I'm exhausted

All this pressure to be so important

Play it out on the screen, don't ignore it

Changing the bedsheets next week

Procrastinating and turning twenty

Smile on my face with a glass half empty

You know everything but you've never met me

I'm on the edge of 19

Sat on the edge of my seat

Reading romantic novels and pretending she's me

I'll give you free therapy

Just give me your company

I'm exhausted and weak

Full of words I don't speak

I'm a narcissist who hates herself

Got a god complex but I feel like hell

You say like me now but time will tell

I watch films that I don't like

In the hope they'll stay the night

I'm obsessed with being nice

I never take my own advice

Anyone know who i am?

God forbid changing for a man

Unlearn the back of my own hand

I'm on the edge of 19

Sat on the edge of my seat

Reading romantic novels and pretending she's me

I'll give you free therapy

Just give me your company

I'm exhausted and weak

Full of words I don't speak