apathy Lyrics

I want someone to love me

For longer than one night

To see them in daylight

Step in from the sidelines

I'm sick of the sidelines

I want somebody's feelings

To match how i feel things

Invest in the real thing

Save time on the healing

I hate all the healing

But i let them use my body

That's the only time they want me

Tell my mumma not to worry

I'll be fine

3am and i'll come running

For some temporary loving

Tell my friends i'm in control

But that's a lie

I want long conversations

And healthy debates

And the staying up lates

Man i'm loosing my patience

Wounded and waiting

Tell me that i look pretty

When you're nowhere near me

I see it so clearly

Can anyone hear me?

Can anyone hear me?

But i let them use my body

That's the only time they want me

Tell my mumma not to worry

I'll be fine

3am and i'll come running

For some temporary loving

Tell my friends i'm in control

But that's a lie

I'm not home

I'm missing

Clear to see i'm better off alone

Not with him

His apathy is clinging to my bones, indifferent

Courtesy of boys i used to know: forgiven

Here we go

Stay hidden

Another round of bullets to my skull

You did it

Take your time in taking what you want

I'll give it

Tired of feeling everything at once

Lets kill it

I'm not home

I'm missing

Clear to see i'm better off alone

Not with him

His apathy is clinging to my bones, indifferent

Courtesy of boys i used to know

Here we go

Stay hidden

Another round of bullets to my skull

You did it

Take your time in taking what you want

I'll give it

Tired of feeling everything at once

Lets kill it

But i let them use my body

That's the only time they want me

Tell my mumma i'm so sorry

I'll be fine

3am and i'll come running

For some temporary loving

Tell myself i'm in control

But that's a lie