True Doubter Pt. 2 Lyrics

Man, life good

But I find a way to be stuck in My head

Still

I been tryna figure out my path

But don't know where to go

I got dreams I keep inside me

I Still fail to let them show

I got angels fighting demons

For My soul to let it go

I been praying that they winning

Cause I swear I never know

A lot of things changing

But I Always still adapt

I know people talk about me

They just want me to react

I'm too busy looking forward

To see who stabbed me in my Back

I lost my swag there for a season

But I had to get it back

It's Bitter sweet

I'm trying

I swear it's been a week

Since I been fighting all my Demons

You won't let em get to me

I been drifting off at sea

Way too distracted where I be

When I'm content and in my Comfort zone

Then dangers all I see

I been looking up to you

Like where I gotta go

Do you care about my life

I really gotta know

I been talking to you

I don't hear you talking though

I'm feeling paralyzed

And it's keeping me from Walking yo

I don't think you get it

Humans left with all these Questions

And someone like me

Will search but only find Depression

The truth is I don't know

And that's the scariest of lessons

And if I don't have a God

Then there's no purpose

I'm not destined

Man

Is that a selfish mind state

I know a lot of people

Follow you with blind faith

And deep down inside my head

I'm thinking ignorance is bliss

Sometimes I wonder

If your voice is my own mind Just playing tricks

Wonder if you made us all

But then forgot about your work

Sometimes I feel like

You're the father that abandoned Me at birth

I been hoping you'd come back

Because there's damage that Occurred

But you don't speak

And your excuse is that

You handed me your word

Humanity is cursed

That's proof of what you said

But I still spiral out control

When doubt's gets loose inside My head

That's why I don't appreciate Your grace

I'm using it instead

Sometimes I'm falling back

Not staying true to what you said

It's cause I doubt

I always wrestle with my faith

But there's one thing I'll never do

And that's get up and walk away

Every-time I run away

You send an army out my way

That opens up my eyes to demons

That been leading me astray

I still need to see your face

I'm nothing but a man

But I got questions

I need answers

To the things you understand

Religion causes wars

Cause people searching for truth

And you could prolly stop it all

If you just showed us all it's you

So why not

Why let the division continue

Why let the confusion continue

Probably never get these answers