Outro Lyrics

It's crazy how I used to pray that God was changing me

And now I feel like I'm the man I've always claimed to be

I swear man it's insane to see, the Holy Spirit came to me,

And now I go God and look to him to heal this pain in me

I used to find a strong drink and pour the bottoms up

Until I learned that only God alone is strong enough

I was chasing women, drinking, tryna get my commas up

Man I done tried it all to only realize that it's not enough

Cause I was tryna fill a hole that only God could fill

To find the purpose in the pain, it's pain you gotta feel

My dad was drinking everyday, he said he stopped for real

And maybe so, but he just substituted it with popping pills

He left his second wife, I finally had to cut him off

I mean this the man that taught me what my faiths about

It's crazy now, that all I wana do is shut him off

But witnessing my dad breaking down has got me breaking down

My homie died at 29 , and left 5 kids behind

It's really had me sick, I pray I'm prepped when it's my quitting time

I'm bout to be a dad myself and have a kid of mine

I'm praying that I'll be the man he needs, and that I'm given time

So he won't have to feel the pain of when his dad leaves him

I swear he'll never know the pain of when his dads cheating

And be wont have to be afraid of when his dads drinking

And the consequences that result because hes half thinking

He wont have a perfect dad but dad gon follow Jesus

And he gon have a dad that leads, because he follows leaders

My dads life it really showed me what I shouldn't do

He shoulda of seeked the lord instead of vodka when he couldn't move

I'm tryna grow in every place that I've been put into

Sometimes the day to day get so mundane but I'm still pushing through

Forgive me God, theres plenty times when I don't look to you

For strength to overcome the very opsticals I couldn't move

By myself, I need your spirit like I need to breathe

I pray the light of you is something people see in me

So many times though I just wana go on dnd

I'm up at night, discussing dreams and goals I have with DG3

I told him that it might be time to give the music up

He laughed and said he knew that's something that I couldn't do

I said for real man, no one listens I should give it up

He told me don't let people kill the passion God has put in you

Because there's purpose in the passion God is tryna use

And if you stop then you might stop the work he's tryna do

There's not too many people with the talent that I find in you

So put the music out even if people still surprised you do

Encouragement, him and Z been really pushing me

Without my friends the man I am is someone that I wouldn't be

I'll probably never make it rapping and that's fine with me

I finally see purpose in the peace that has me finally free.

Finally free

I'm finally free