Apart of Me Lyrics

These lonely nights I lay awake to pray to god

I lied of who I am and what to do when I was wrong

I sacrificed relationships

Hate myself for doing this

Tears just rolling down my face like I didn't mean to ruin us

I told you time and time again

That imma be the fucking same

Like I'm flying off in the wind

I'll be the fighter that's soaring higher

The fighter whose filled with fire

Desire-inspires kindness and weakens a liars priors to be the best

I want to be the best for you I really do

But lately we been struggling, you been fucking another dude

So what the fuck you gotta say

You fucked me over so it's over

Im acting colder when sober so what, I'm getting closure

I let the negatives penetrate me so mentally

Maybe were just not meant to be

Jealously got the best of me

Recklessly hate you more than now and ever

I'll tell you again

I wish you nothing but the best, but this is the end

I hate the heartbreak fakes

Who do nothing but take away

Afraid of what might could happen if destiny led the way

Society-filled hypocrisy's

Lying is not an option see

Why the hell are we trying to be something that were not supposed to be

If not for me then hate me now, I'll let you go

You missed your chance on perfect now, I hope you know

I knew the pain and mess would break us down and show

If true loves filled with happiness

I think that you just need to know

That true love is the happiest pieces of life we seek

Invest in something special that even money can't reach

Translucent and hard to find like where's waldo, I feel so bleak

My toxic relationships are the reasons to why I'm weak

I'm disgusted and not quite sure the right words I can say

I reminisce the turning points and decompress, fade away

I guess that trial error message was a little cliche

If you could see me right now, then you'd be thanking me k