Lose It ft. Half Past Strange Lyrics

I'm about to lose it

I don't wanna lose it

I don't wanna fight anymore tonight

I don't wanna lose this

I'm about to lose it

I don't wanna lose it

I don't wanna fight anymore tonight

I don't wanna lose this

It gets so dark up in my head and I don't know what's real

I wish the doctor could have saved her and the way that I feel

I lost it all within a day, now I'm taking these pills

Lost it all, lost my way, now I'm fading to black

I'm on my own

All alone

I don't wanna fight

Anymore tonight

I don't wanna lose it

I don't want to lose it

I don't want to lose you

I wake up everyday not knowing if imma make due

I miss the way you laughed at the jokes that I would tell you

I kissed away our path that you told me that you went through

I'm running out options

Running way from problems

Stuck inside this merry-go-round of unfaithful drama

I'm at the very edge of the cliff looking down on

All the stupid things that I led you on the downfall

I led you to regret

I failed you as a man

I failed to be that person I promised you that I'd been

Me telling you I'm sorry doesn't justify a thing

The aftermath was lonely full of tears from only me

I tricked you into falling for my dirty schemes

Falling for my lies and themes that left you out to dry, and left you empty hating everything

I left you empty hating everything

I don't know why you even talk to me

I don't know why you waste your time

I don't know why you waste your time on me

You're so much better than me

I'm about to lose it

I don't wanna lose it

I don't wanna fight anymore tonight

I don't wanna lose this

I'm about to lose it

I don't wanna lose it

I don't wanna fight anymore tonight

I don't wanna lose this

I feel so trapped up in a world, don't know else to do

Searched the high and lows of life to be stuck in this loop

I watched my hero sink away, shoulda listened to you

I should have been a better man, now just look at me dude

I'm fucking hopeless, I'm broken

I've gone off the deep end

Going through the basic motions while I'm watching the stand

I told my dad I'd call him later cause I hate who I am

He doesn't need to know the monster he created is me

It wasn't his fault, it's my fault

I dug my own grave

Please don't feel sorry for me now

When I'm the one you should hate

And I'm the one you should blame

For putting you through that pain

If I could take it back and do it right

I would do it today, but imma lose it

I'm about to lose it

I don't wanna lose it

I don't wanna fight anymore tonight

I don't wanna lose this

I'm about to lose it

I don't wanna lose it

I don't wanna fight anymore tonight

I don't wanna lose this