Fiends ft. Rivilin Lyrics

Yeah yeah, push back into yesterday's emotion

Down here yeah my lungs they won't function

Stress and anxiety get the best of me

Their graffiti sky holds the dreams you see

Plastered in grey and white till im feeling numb yeah

Medicate me till they say im done yeah

Mentally mangled mess am I? I don't care

Claim im a freak and ill smile and stare

Cus I know that im alone

This place down here yeah has shown

Me how to live by myself

Cus above this its fucking hell

Cus everyone here is just fucked in the head yeah

I feel like no one understands what im saying

Fuck this, fuck that, almost hate everyone

I don't need another fake friend to tell me

How I live my life in the negative they don't understand

If I could change myself in a snap then I would

But you wanna cut me, gut me

I feel like im fucking Ethan winters always just

Piecing my body back together on the daily

Until im made of stitches and hate is all that makes me

Its like frostbite is leeching off my limbs

Till emotion is gone and im living in the songs

Cus every day passes with a snap of my fingers

Why won't time wait up for me I need to catch my breath

I guess I knew this was the curse of

Staying in my room and not coming out a lot

I got a few friends that mean a lot to me

Yeah slothboi always guards my back from the fiends

These fake fucks want to take every fucking thing

And leave you rotting alone

Sure, I'm fucking lame

Call me loser, bum, its all the same

I'm an addict, dickhead, hard to tame

But least I'm fucking honest aye

Boi I know my mind decay

And sometimes I get manic, gray

The anxiety got me tripping late

But know I never fake a day

I don't give a fuck watchu think boy

Sloth in his own lane, doing his own thing

White wine sipping so I can't afford a gold chain

Know I got problem finna say that no shame

Sure you got some money, maybe fame, still lame

Boy, you ain't really know what the fuck I mean

When I say that money is the root of pain

We are sheep in someone's game

Know I ain't afraid

To be alone

Cuz I trained for days

In bed tried to break the chains

So I set alarms, that I couldn't make

So I wake up next day, same shit

When the fuck can I manage to make it

Like fuck this lame simulation

When the fuck can I wake from the matrix

Stigmas take fucking lives

Man they create some divides

The rich and poor aint the line

The drugs don't care if you alive

Everyday feel the same

I need to break all these chains

I feel like I'm just a slave

I hope this ain't my fucking fate

Let's not fucking stay

In a shitty game

We can shape our fates

I know you can be great

We can fucking show

That normal is a joke

Let it fucking rage

Break the fucking chain