Chemical Imbalance ft. Rivilin Lyrics

It's when you grow up in the streets it's never really mentioned

That best friends don't have you back, lost in suspension

Gravity never held my body,

Just a prevention to let my mind just always feel muddy

Over medicated on Ritalin to make me alive

Drowning out emotions when im stuck on SSRIs

Is this life yeah why do I live another day

I can't take it, into the stress yeah I will fade

Yeah cus I am the son who's a bastard, cower in anger

Chip on my shoulder but watch me devour

This fury inside of my chest

Where I fill up this void until I am left dead

But I must detest that I have the will

To build up a stage where emotions will spill

For I have no concern for money or fame

While sadness still wraps all his ropes round my name

I feel the sickness rising, I don't want to be here anymore

Reminisce on times where I could be happy when you're over I still feel like shit

I know my mind's just clouded, into the depths of hell I go

Hold on but my hands are shaking when I need you most you let go

Gone, I ain't lazy

Fuck what you thinking

Depression in my day gave me a beating

Drink Ima sleep

Gone on the street

I fight so hard just to not lose a piece

So don't fucking tell me

What I can handle

You ain't know my limit, bitch I need help yeah

SSRI's

Doctor I'm fine

Beta blockers in my mind mixed with wine

Fuck all these pillies they don't get me high

Hate em but take em so no one will find

Signs in my life, that I am not fine

Perfect to you but I'm trapped in my mind

I wake up so sad with no reason to cry

Chemical imbalance fuck with my mind

Keep up the fight

We will survive

I know the future has days that are kind

I feel the sickness rising, I don't want to be here anymore

Reminisce on times where I could be happy when you're over I still feel like shit

I know my mind's just clouded, into the depths of hell I go

Hold on but my hands are shaking when I need you most you let go

I feel the sickness rising, I don't want to be here anymore

Reminisce on times where I could be happy when you're over I still feel like shit

I know my mind's just clouded, into the depths of hell I go

Hold on but my hands are shaking when I need you most you let go