Outro Lyrics

Cliff I miss you, I get sad that I can't see you no mo

I started rapping and I wish that you could hear how I flow

I'm like the Nile, go for miles, flow as cold as the snow

If this was GTA my cheat code unlimited ammo

Won't forget the hard times, but I had to outgrow

All that pain and depression that I always kept close

Let the pain and depression go, it's all in my notes

I was trapped in my own mind, got my back off my ropes

I just thought that you would help me, but you took me for jokes

When you turned your back on me, that's what hurt me the most

Had to change my name to Casper, cause I had to go ghost

You said this was forever, that was really a quote

I was crying you was lying just to keep me afloat

Come to find out you was poison never an antidote

Waited til I wasn't looking then you went for the throat

I'm just speaking on my pain, now I rap anecdotes

Always added to my problems, you was never subtracting

That shit hurt me it be times that I wish it didn't happen

But I know if didn't happen, I wouldn't be rapping

So in essence this is thank you for the demons you stacking

I been working on my punches, now fighting I'm jabbing

Really going from rags to riches now I feel like Aladdin

I'm running routes and making plays, now they think I'm playing Madden

And now I know my worth I swear I'm never going backwards

No when I was growing up, I never thought I'd be a rapper

I was trying to be an athlete I was running on a ladder

I was hooping, I be shooting, I was trying hit a dagger

Til I realized what my purpose was and then I made it happen

I done did it, I done lived it and I told it without capping

Somebody tell me what's there more for me to do to feed my family

This shit get a hold of me, it lead me to insanity

Sometimes I feel I'm tripping and I'm living in a fantasy

Don't know if my heart work I ain't feeling no monogamy

Stole my feelings from me, it's a stick up, it's a robbery

I know I'm worth a ticket, had to tell her I'm the lottery

Been growing, I ain't tripping, you can leave, It ain't gone bother me

Know my brothers got my back, I'm down, they reviving me

How I'm feeling, now I'm living, bet you I won't die again

If I'm failing and I'm trying, bet you I'm gone try again

Know that life gone turn around, it's all in perfect timing

Know that ima make it, I'm Mufasa I'm a Lion

I'm swimming in deep water I ain't drowning, I'm Poseidon

Learning how to weather all my storms, got a trident

Now she wanna take me out to dinner like I'm Biden

Now she wanna fuck and have my babies, like I'm Byron

But I ain't out here playing in the field, I'm retiring

You just trying to trap me and control me you a tyrant

You might be fine, but know that you a monster, you a siren

Really out here hooping, now I'm really out here rhyming

Know that it's surprising, when they see me I be silent

Really it's a warzone in my brain, it get violent

I know that life gone turn around, it's all in perfect timing

And now I know my worth I swear I'm never going backwards

No when I was growing up, I never thought I'd be a rapper

I was trying to be an athlete I was running on a ladder

I was hooping, I be shooting, I was trying hit a dagger

Til I realized what my purpose was and then I made it happen

I done did it, I done lived it and I told it without capping

Somebody tell me what's there more for me to do to feed my family

Man I know that life gone turn around, it's all in perfect timing