Poetry Lyrics

I spill these thoughts on my mind

Sometimes wish I could rewind

To all them days you was mine

When all the love was blind

But I ain't blind I can see

Through my own insecurity

It's time to be alone I'm sorry but I need time to think

And contemplate celibacy, until I get on my feet

I'm tired of trying so hard

Just to get let down

Think bout chasing you down

But do I need you around?

It's like you sparking a smile

And then you turn it to frowns

Through all the pain, forgot love

You was my refresher

And girl I swear that I love you, know you can hit me whenever

You a diamond in the rough, I know together we pressure

The way I look you in the eyes, girl you know that you special

The way you look me in my eyes, know that ain't nobody better

Way you look me in my eyes, know that ain't nobody better

I hold the weight of our love, know it's light as a feather

Cause how I work you out, I hear you shout, you know this forever

I laid my heart down for you

Yeah I dropped it

I even took care of you when you got sick

I locked the door to my feelings, you had a lock pick

And now I'm trying to find space cause you toxic

I been in your shoes

Really lost and confused

Can't accept no one's love

Cause you kind of feel used

And every nigga you think is the one trying to pack up and leave

You den moved on too fast, ain't take time to grieve

New man say he love but you just can't believe

Cause your trust issues make it hard to receive

Only thing that you trust is a blunt full of trees

You tired of fighting, seem like all you doing is bobbing and weaving

Them tats don't hurt but I know that the truth will

You a slave to the trauma from your youth still

Cut my foot off, and I'm jumping to you still

But I won't be a Kunta, you gotta let them roots heal

I don't mean no harm, girl I love you to death

But you skim over problems, I wanna speak more in depth

I try to tell you my truths, it's like I'm wasting my breath

I think I loved you so much, that I got nothing left

Sometimes I wonder why you still on my mind when you mistreated me

I'm feeling like you ran out of tries did it repeatedly

It's my fault just for staying around, I thought you needed me

Why when I end up giving my all, they end up leaving me?

I spill these thoughts on my mind

Sometimes wish I could rewind

To all them days you was mine

When all the love was blind

But I was blind I can see

Through my own insecurity

It's time to be alone I'm sorry but I need time to think

And contemplate celibacy, until I get on my feet

I'm tired of trying so hard

Just to get let down

Think bout chasing you down

But do I need you around?

It's like you sparking a smile

Just to turn it to frowns