Childhood Trauma ft. M.O.G. Lyrics

I'm standing face to face with my childhood trauma

So many nights I couldn't sleep, I couldn't talk to my momma

Cause she was hurting too I'm sick my Pops was causing the drama

Troubled home, was my environment and I was a product

Never had a lot of friends, always stayed in my lane

I used to hoop but they ain't know me, only see me in games

Trying to balance my emotions through the sunshine and rain

I hate to say but love is pain, know they one in the same

Ever since a kid, I had to get it out the mud

Family all around, but nobody show me love

Feeling isolated, and was treated like a scrub

Now a nigga up, and it's on counting dubs

Ever since a kid, I had to get it out the mud

Family all around, but nobody show me love

Feeling isolated, and was treated like a scrub

Now a nigga up, and it's on counting dubs

I'm Detroit made

Been knowing I was special since the 1st grade

Remember when these bitches broke my heart, I felt like hurt bae

Remember when they ran up in our crib, them was them Burt days

Somehow my momma still got me them gifts on all them birthdays

Trench baby, I grew up on the west right behind Rouge Park

Never was the toughest, but they knew I had a huge heart

Always was a hooper, I'm on fire, got em seeing sparks

I rocked him out his shoes, I got him lost, I call him Lewis Clark

Man you niggas ain't fucking with me

I den ran up out of love, these bitches ain't trusting in me

I ain't gotta ask for hugs, these bitches gone come and get em

That's an awful lot of drugs, I use it just for the healing

It take me up to the ceiling

I'm writing and I'm revealing

Sometimes I be in my feelings

Sometimes I be in my feelings

Had to say it twice, to emphasize, I know depression nothing nice

I worked on meditation cause I know depression come with life

Spent my ninth grade at Cass, met my family we locked in

Was late to first hour, I'm in the vestibule boxed in

That's when we started leaving going to hoop, it was some comp then

My people hiding something in the bushes, was a Glock ten

A Glock nine

That's when I saw how dangerous it get, I'm seeing chalk lines

Niggas letting off six second clips, but this is not vine

I copped mine, I'm not lying

Just know that if you fuck with my family, I guarantee you that I pop mine

Ever since a kid, I had to get it out the mud

Family all around, but nobody show me love

Feeling isolated, and was treated like a scrub

Now a nigga up, and it's on counting dubs

Ever since a kid, I had to get it out the mud

Family all around, but nobody show me love

Feeling isolated, and was treated like a scrub

Now a nigga up, and it's on counting dubs

Ever since a kid, I had to get it out the mud

Family all around, but nobody show me love

Feeling isolated, and was treated like a scrub

Now a nigga up, and it's on counting dubs

Ever since a kid, I had to get it out the mud

Family all around, but nobody show me love

Feeling isolated, and was treated like a scrub

Now a nigga up, and it's on counting dubs

I'm standing face to face with my childhood trauma

So many nights I couldn't sleep, I couldn't talk to my momma

Cause she was hurting too I'm sick my Pops was causing the drama

Troubled home, was my environment and I was a product

Never had a lot of friends, always stayed in my lane

I used to hoop but they ain't know me, only see me in games

Trying to balance my emotions through the sunshine and rain

I hate to say but love is pain, know they one in the same