Emotions Are Not Toys Lyrics

Recently I've been feeling my life is going through hell

And everybody that helped me is leaving as you could tell

They think I'm crazy, violent and maybe somewhat abusive

But all the stuff that's going through my head I can't deal with it

You know the saying "what comes around goes around"

But when it comes to me, I can't just leave it in a drought

Thinking everything I do is just gonna past

But now I'm thinking how long is my life gonna last

Getting into a relationship after you just came outta one

And becoming gay like you can just think of "sum"

Crying unnecessarily like you have some type of issue

And going back to your past like the devil sent you

I don't know what it is

I really don't know what it is

But if I don't fix my life and just keep going on

I'm probably gonna crumble by the end of the song

All the girls trynna do is get me into more trouble

And when I let out my voice, it's always staying in the bubble

I always pray to God to give me a second try

But all my exes wanna see me fall down and die

Always wanting to kill yourself but eventually never do it

But all of my heartbroken words got me annoyed with it

Let out my emotions and letting it go to waste

Is best to leave me alone and give me some space

Because you tore me apart, you tore me into pieces

To be honest I don't know what they let you really sleep in

I don't what's going in your head cause it's pretty crazy

And I thought it's best not to call you my baby

I don't wanna deal with this why do you even frickin exist

Because you let my best teammate leave him in his stinky piss

Why do I have to deal with this that's we never got along

Because you think there's more than 2 genders you are absolutely wrong

Jasmine being crazy and we later get along

Anxiety going through your soul and it will never be gone

That's why everybody I met can never get along

But for me I'm just gonna just have me and my career bond

Why is this stopping me it's really not necessary

There's other people better maybe sweeter than a berry

But it is what it is I really can't change it

Maybe it'll be better if I can just hum it