Through The Reflection ft. Andrew Monroe Lyrics

You need to see life as a reflection

Say like you going through this and then you go through something else

All you got to do is just shine that away

Look at life in a different perspective

Stuff will get better overtime

Trust me

Seeing my whole life is a lie

Containing myself so I don't die

Suicidal thoughts on the way home

Seeing my ugly self in the crying dome

Few months left till graduation

Trying to choke my myself without hesitation

Friends spacing out young Carl alone

Search the suicide hotline on Google Chrome

My girl M.I.A just like Lil Boi

And eve testing me girl I'm not a toy

I want my girl back and my real family

Cause a man found out about his real daddy

Not in his life my mom lying

That got me on the floor crying

Suicidal thoughts are coming back

No therapist there's no going back

Cause I'm

Counting one to five to see when the glass is gonna break

Or people to realize that is a fake

People ditching you day after day

Or taking tums to make the pain go away

Pepto Bismol when I'm feeling sad

And all this agony making me mad

Had to lie, later had trust issues

Trying to find love but can't get find you

Rocks at faces on the 14th

Wondering why this is happening at 16

Well I'm gonna look through the fake glass

Maybe that's why I fail class

Taking my final nap bury me alive

No more tears but a dude wants to cry

Shoot a fade away straight to heaven

Pistol by my side my suicide weapon

I don't care about the girls

Care about the roaches

Care about this world

Can't control my emotions

Back to Brooklyn I'm on my way

But my Andrew has something to say

There's always gonna be stuff in your life

You either gonna deal with it or die trying

You not gonna find love, you not gonna find true happiness

And you won't have a successful future

But if you just look the other way, you'll still be in pain

But it'll numb you instead of flat out killing you; stay high king!