MAR. Lyrics

I don't wanna do this no more

I-

No, I really

I really

Really

Really don't want to do this no more bro

What is it worth?

All

Like

If I ever make it to heaven bro, I don't-

I don't even know if I think I deserve to be in heaven

Like

My emotions, they're not dead

But like

Like

It's just raining all over

It's just gonna keep raining, keep raining until something fricking happens

I don't even know what's gonna happen

I don't even know if I care

Nobody-

Nobody would care

Nobody would be by my side when I need it

Nobody would call when they say I have a problem

Nobody would go out with me and do some stuff with me

Nobody would play the sports that I love with me

Nobody would take me for-

You know what?

I-, I-, I honestly

Honestly bro

I'm done

I'm finished

It's just pure hate

Pure negativity that's always going through my head

Like

Like

My mom, my teachers they all said always think positive

But how are you able to think positive if everything that is going thr-, that your going through in life right now is negative?

It's not even funny

How could you succeed what you wanna succeed in and nobody's looking at you like...

Like I've been, I've been a small guy for years like

I've been

I haven't got no audience and no nothing

Like nobody

Nobody likes showing my support

Nobody like

That's why, I mean I'm not-

I'm antisocial, but I'm not purposely antisocial

Like literally

Nobody likes showing me support

Like

Like I swear dude, the day that I die

I pledge this, the day that I die

I... doubt that besides family

I doubt that anybody is gonna be at my funeral bro

I'm just gonna have

It's just

I'm just gonna be at my funeral

My family gon' be there

But I don't think no one else gon' be there

Because, that's how much people... that don't care about me...