Holdup Lyrics

I tried asking nicely

I did, I did

I tried it without fighting, and again, I miss

I been quiet, polite, but maybe kindness

The reason, why they treat me, like I barely exist

I'm fairly pissed, I miss, but rarely

They all know it, maybe that's why they're so scared of me

Compared to me, all I see, a bunch of parody's

I got somewhere to be

Yooo, hold up, wait up, hold up, this a hold up

I'm not asking, now I'm taking

Right? Standard neuro-typical communication

Took a while, now I get it, it really is amazing

The loudest voices run the world, while most the smart ones hated

They're gonna treat me, like I matter, or I'm gonna die making 'em

It's not about me, anymore, it's about who's coming after

My whole life, I've thought about, what I'd say to them

Only thing I got for 'em now, (laughter)

I know I don't look autistic, cuz' no one does, you little shit

Want me to stick my tongue out, put my teeth over my lips?

You're so fucking disrespectful

How you all miss so bad?

You all look like 34 from the free throw line, Shaqs

They never stop hacking me

True as the gravity, pulling me down

I'm at capacity, you better back up

Do it again, actually, I dare you, do it again

Tell me I'm less than you

Tell me, tell me how I'm lucky that I don't look like a vegetable

Tell me that you're sorry, that I wake up uncorrectable

Correct, that I'm incredible?

You just messed up, I'm way ahead of you

If you're the state, then shit I'm federal

I can bathe, in the lies you pedaling

You pedal, but it never makes you better

I get better every single day

The funny thing's the more I learn, the more of me I'm less of

Your language so messed up

I gotta 'fess up

I coulda' wrecked stuff

Instead I let, every single one of you go

I finally get it, you can admit it

You don't treat me different

You treat me less

That's why, losing hurts so bad, isn't it?

You lose to me, then what's that make you?

Maybe I'd go get some Ritalin

I'm not trying, I never do

I end up winning just fiddlin'

You all been cappin' and bickerin'

I had to laugh, and get rid of them

Synonyms, synonyms, synonyms

I am the king of ambiguous

I don't get shook by the little shit

Maybe, I might be amphibian

I never joke, but my riddles big

Don't ever call me the middle kid

Hundred percent, hundred percent of me different

No intentions pent up

So efficient, that they don't give, one fuck

They say I'm not my definition, that I never was

Or that I grew right out my prison, that I broke the walls

I'm filled to the brim with ability

Its 'cuz I'm different, it's because of my humility

You don't get it, you've never had the will to be, someone who listens

You'll die amongst the wildebeest's

Dinner for vultures, no one to hold ya'

Couldn't be colder, but I already told ya'

I already told ya'

I already told