Trust Issues Lyrics

Tryna' focus, but I can't focus, give me a minute

They think that I'm hopeless, they don't know me, my hope is endless

When I pen it I'm finished

I guess It's kinda like doing my dishes

Except, my dishes missing

And my hands be covered in blisters

But my ears are wide open listening

I'm waiting for dinnertime

I never been this hungry

I'm gonna shimmer and shine, all over the country

I'm stepping into myself

I thought I was nothing

I'm breaking right out of my shell

Watch how it crumbles

I knew I could do it

But sometimes it feel like I cheated death, and I'm still gonna lose it

Everyday, I have to prove that I won't

I'm tired of doing it

Just wanted to be left alone

But now I'm alone and I

Feel pretty isolated

I had to stay alive though

I was too frightened by 'em

I had to hide and go lie low

I hope they don't think that I hate 'em

The problem's I loved 'em too much

Never knew when to let go and because of it, lost all of my trust

What am I without it?

I can plant the flowers

I can climb the mountains

But what am I without it?

I can build the towers

I can fill the fountains

But if I haven't found it?

What am I without it?