Pillows Lyrics

All of these pills, they're taking a toll

My memory's gone, and I'm losing control

Wake up with a migraine, lay down with one too

My head's like a highway, at high altitudes

Frozen and dangerous, my mood is aimless

Change with no warning, on daily basis

I'm going insane this, this pain it has taken

All of my hope, I'm broken and brainless

Soaking in hatred, closed and abrasive

But it's not over, for my God is gracious

Boast of his greatness, ocean oasis

I'm still alive, but its because my faith is

Powerful mind, Professor Xavier

On the front lines, I play in the majors

This light of mine, it never wavers

Shine through the night, lit like my savior

I don't think you want to challenge me, but

Maybe you need to see what challenge brings

Trust me I grew up the same way

Without the pain I wouldn't sing, they don't know me

I'm the kid who focused on photos, then chose to be lonely

I was growing but he changed my testimony

I wish they'd stop effing around and find their f stops

I just wanna help some people do their best jobs

I'm not French, but I know Montana

I'm from the trenches I came to dismantle

They put my name right on my sandals

I always knew l was different

They convinced me I didn't

They turned minutes to months and then hours to minutes

I could feel it in my stomach

I've always known my mission

I gotta stay alive

Every decision I make matters

I got the biggest stakes plattered

I gotta vent, I gotta vent, I gotta vent, I gotta vent

Heaven scent, Heaven cent, Heaven sent

I gotta vent, I gotta vent, I gotta vent, I gotta vent

I been listening for so long, it's my turn to talk now

Little Lucy think he so strong, but I'm stronger

Even he couldn't slow me down

Call me Sha'Carri I'm very quick

The hair on my head, it flows in the wind

While I'm in my bed I'm bending dimensions like minions

My whole life, I've closed my eyes and gone to battle

I'm Clay Thomas Gifford

In his mold, twin, seeker of truth, brave giver

I'm just tryna slay more souls than the grave digger

Used to have a hold on me but I'm a saved sinner

Found out the only way was not to wait a minute

Eventually you'll get it, just keep building bridges

I mean mental fitness, that's the way I did it

Every night a battle, but that's how I stay in it

Until the end when I master time, but that's the beginning

I'm so infinite, wrist glistening

This my city, but I don't fit in it

Time keeps ticking, I keep winning, eyelids dipping, I done did it