It'll Be Okay ft. Rotten Mouth Lyrics

W-what do ya want me to do?

Put on a fake smile and pretend everything is fine?

Ok... I'll wear a mask and play along

It ain't ok though... it ain't

Why am I here? Where do I begin?

Always faking a smile 'cause I gotta pretend everything will be okay

I been plagued by suicide since the age of 13

It's gotten worse every year knocked off of my feet

And I've accepted it'll be pain for the rest of my days

I'm doomed in a life of hurt til I'm in a grave

Call it punishment of god when he's the real asshole

I try to do what's right but certain things I no longer fight

Darkness and I have got closer than we ever have

I know down the road my daughter will probably hate her dad

All the same she needs to know she's the reason I'm here

I goof around and act comedic to hide my inner tears

Everyone around me saying it'll be all right

She doesn't know who am, I'm not dad in her life

I stay alive for my child but every day I wanna die

It's clear I can feel it in my vibes I know I'm right

That her mother wanted someone else and to leave me behind

I'm a slave to endless pain you're better off without me, good-bye

I'm an asshole protective of my loved 1s

But I'm the 1 holding the gun unloading my brains on the wall

Just because you wouldn't call I'm sorry baby

Can't you tell I'm close to the edge and I'm about to fall

Deeper and deeper into the plunge I got no anger recession

'Cause I'm always pissed off police investigation

Me, myself and rotten bloody hanging from the rail?

Because I'm done being this way every single day is another day of heart break

I don't remember what I said, I don't remember anything

But all my homies do (Fuck!)

And in the end of arguments I'm saying sorry I'm a fool

I know I shouldn't do it, I know it ain't cool

I can't even sleep and all I do is need

Someone don't even bother tryna make peace

All I know is in the end I'm probably going to hell

So everybody listen in right now, wish me well

Through the sadness I'm so vanished, I can't help but feel the panic

Pain so savage it's so manic, change this chapter from the tragic