Grimson Tears Lyrics

05. Grimson Tears

Days are red, razor's end with tears of bloodshed.

The soul of mine inside has an age beyond eyes.

Plagued in poverty & have been for a long time.

Search deeply in my eyes & my hell you will find.

Keep telling yourself ya care, but without action it's not there.

I can't be mind-fucked 'cause my mind is too dirty.

Feeling like I'm 300 when I'm supposed to be 30.

I trust nobody in my circle, it's all an X now.

Rituals are what draws the heavy tears with death sounds.

I no longer know my purpose to take a breath now.

I'm hollow as a drum, I try to beat my stress down.

I tell everything to my gun, it's my therapistol.

In foreign torment with violent wind whistles.

My reflection in the moon in the form of a silhouette.

World of deterioration, up & down, right & left.

I dream of bliss & I wish not to wake up.

My lost soul screaming, dry heaving, I take some.

My fantasies nail me, injure me, hospital shit.

Give myself a tip when these hollow points hit.

My ending is fucked up like Mulholland Drive.

I reached & fought & struggled, but I couldn't stay alive.

I used to feel you with me, now I feel the disappearance.

I feel you diss me left me quickly.

Death had to come for me, always had a special invite.

Opinions & lectures telling me how to live life.

Judge it but I tell it how I honestly feel.

Therefore, we know how it's honestly real.

Eyes are windows to the soul, I closed mine.

Caught between the confirmation of death & affirmation of life.

Fade away like a memory, but it's still here for the time.

Corrosion in my mental too much wear (where) & tear to find.

Everywhere I go, whatever I do, in all directions.

Facing shut locked doors, vast amounts of rejection.

These are omens like Damian that I've gone crazy with.

Full life of emptiness, a disease that made me sick.

Abandonment is endless, but you can keep pretending.

Last paragraph of prison life, I cut down the sentence.

This song is the healin', Portrait Ov A Villain.

"Everything I love in my life goes away...."