My Victims Haunt Me Lyrics

Through the nights of my duties of dark execution

I believe it's coming back to me & I can prove this

Is it the stress or delusions causing mass illusions?

I'm not sharing this with anyone I'll only fight through it

It's more worrisome than cops kicking down my door

I hear their screams & fading heart beats louder & more

Days pass & I'm becoming more frantic & uneasy

These memories batter my mind & cause me to freak

Whatever's plaguing me stop stalling me & finish me

Persistent taunting of heartbeats louder by the days & screams

My hands on my face STOP FUCKING WITH ME!!!

Maybe this is what I deserve I'm lost in a blur

If they're after me then end it all 'cause I'm without a cure

Breaking things all around me while I'm shouting & slur

I won't consult a soul; they'll only lock me away

They wouldn't understand a damn fact I got to say

Whatever's inflicted or delivered for good or bad

It'll return with a pat on your back or foot in your ass

The thumping won't decrease my nerves are up the tree

If nothing else won't stop it believe it'll be me

Grabbing shirts abruptly saying Don't you hear the heartbeats!?

Thoughts of self-destruction compiling as I'm walking this street

It seems insanity is slowly drowning everything I feel

I walk within the darkness holding the 38 steel

Guess it's time to retire I'm dead inside as it is

Time to clear my brain away of all of this shit

This is a tell-tale heart; I want the sound to end

Finished & over with a hollow point through my head