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  • Genre:Alternative
  • Year of Release:2021

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One moment i'm okay at an all time high

The next i feel lonely and i wanna die

I just can't explain the things i feel inside

These switches keep haunting me inside my mind


I'm a different person, got no time for that

Weaponising all my thoughts that go up in my head

Tread carefully (Tread carefully) Better watch your step

Because i don't stand for things that might make me upset

I got a couple burdens i know people might neglect

but they don't diss me for my health, they disrespect

They proud of me

They looking down on me because all these allergies got me dying

cos i be in a coughing (Coffin) fit for athletes


One moment i'm okay at an all time high

The next i feel lonely and i wanna die

I just can't explain the things i feel inside

These switches keep haunting me inside my mind


It's nice to meet you, hope you're doing okay

Don't mind me, i'm just a bystander with a fucked up mental state

But i love you and you know it, why you looking at me like that?

Did i offend you? Did i hurt you? i don't mean to attack

Or am i the victim here? What the fuck did i do?

Get the fuck away from me cos i don't wanna hurt you

I'm sorry please just leave me i don't wanna cause no strife

Please forget that i existed, because you don't need me in your life


One moment I'm okay at an all time high

The next i feel lonely and i wanna die

I just can't explain the things i feel inside

These switches keep haunting me inside my mind


But I've been dealing with this for a long time

Telling everybody that i'm alright

Even when i know it's all a lie (All lies) (All lies)

It started out when i was younger

Knowing all i was is a loner

Nothing changed when i got older (Got older) (When i got older)

But i never saw the signs, never found a way

I will never know if i'm alright, know if i'm okay

I don't even know if i will find, any better days

But i know that some of you relate, some just feel the same

Some don't know the pain

The pain of switching every single day

Your family won't let you explain

They send you to a therapist again

Because now you hate life you wanna end it all now

But you wanna live life, you don't know how

You look to the past to when life was good then cry when the life you live now is stuck

It's not fair, when the people you love don't care

Lost boy was given to me as a name

Because i speak with a fucked up mental state

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