Intro Lyrics

Loose change, cost too much to pay attention

My brain turned from sadness to aggression

My ways know i will never get perfection

My pain is hidden under my reflection

Okay, mistakes i made become a lesson

Or stay around inside, they leave me guessing

So strange, they shadow over my perception

New face i guess they left a new impression

It's funny how the people act like they love you the most

Then cut you off completely, cut you out like your a ghost

And i can't trust nobody else, can't let no one that close

Trauma helped me learn my lessons but i kept the notes

So the next time somebody want me afraid

Or somebody wanna blame it on my mental state

i know myself enough to know that i'm not one to change

Myself in any type of way for anybodies sake

My head is a weapon it isn't a blessing to see

It's full of depression and all of the pressure beneath

I learn from the lesson pain isn't forever you see

So i hide them all in my room with a lock and a key

But the key broke

Pain to them is like a bad joke

They all see me like a bad joke

Then they laugh when i can't let go

Now i got me some new friends, these friends help me when i'm low

Next chapter when this ends my blxckheart doesn't really know