How could I (Acoustic Version) Lyrics

I always want

What I don't have, that's why this didn't last

When I had you

I prayed for this thing, to be untrue

Stuck on repeat

The rain, the wind, clouds moving

Away from me

That's where I push all the good things

How could I ever leave you like this

When all I ever wanted was you

And how could I ever forgive you for forgiving me

What I made you go through

How could I ever explain myself

For thinking of someone else in my bed

How could I ever forgive myself

For destroying what I always wanted

You're still the first one I run to

When I'm alone

And I always am

At least in my head, I sing this song

To make sure you understand

This is not your fault

It's always me

The issue itself, Instability, Insecurity

I'm used to it so much I seek it

How could I ever leave you like this

When all I ever wanted was you

And how could I ever forgive you for forgiving me

What I made you go through

How could I ever explain myself

For thinking of someone else in my bed

How could I ever forgive myself

For destroying what I always wanted

I always thought you looked better without me anyways

Always thought you looked better cause I take up too much space

I always thought you looked better without me anyways

Always thought you looked better with someone who's okay

I always thought you looked better without me anyways

Always thought you looked better cause I take up too much space

I always thought you looked better without me anyways

Always thought you looked better with someone who's okay

How could I ever leave you like this

How could I ever forgive you

How could I ever explain myself

How could I ever forgive myself

I destroyed

What I always wanted