No More (Stage 1: Shock) Lyrics

Called you on the phone today

Just wanted to know the reason of my loss

Im tired of justifying

Your decision in my head when I really don't know why you left me crying

It could be another girl or you fell out of love, or maybe I am

Just too much for you to handle

Way too clingy, like a candle

I burn out sometimes

And I realized it's not my fault, it's just the way I am

And you left me twice cause you realized

It's not up to you to fix my broken back

Because I carry so much bullshit around me everyday

The traumatic shit that happened

Istill did stay

I still was there for you

I still did love you too

But you're so fucking rude now

I don't know what to do

I care too much or I don't care at all

I know I am hard to handle, yeah don't get me wrong

I just was so convinced

That we could have fixed everything that we wanted

But you didn't want it no more

And I don't know what I could say

If I saw you out in public

Even though I still have some shit left to say

I don't know your position towards me, I wonder everyday

Are you mad, are you sad, was my reaction again bad

I really pray

I don't get to lose my best friend forever

But in my head I burn out sometimes

And I've realized it's not my fault it's the way I've gotten

And you broke my heart twice

Cause you realized it's not up to you to help me fix my lack

Because I carry so much bullshit around me everyday

The traumatic shit that happened but I still did stay

I still was there for you

I still did love you too

But you're so fucking rude now

I don't know what to do

I care too much or I don't care at all

I know I am hard to handle, yeah don't get me wrong

I just was so convinced

That we could have fixed everything that we wanted

But you didn't want it no more

And how could you be so stone cold

Are we so through, do you care ohh

How could you, leave me so bold

Are we so blue, you don't care

And I still do think about you everyday

And if I'm being honest, I also count the days

Since we broke apart

Since you ripped my heart out my chest

Cut off a piece and gave it back to me

Because I carry so much bullshit around me everyday

The traumatic shit that happened but I still did stay

I still was there for you

I still did love you too

But you're so fucking rude now

I don't know what to do

I care too much or I don't care at all

I know I am hard to handle, yeah don't get me wrong

I just was so convinced

That we could have fixed everything that we wanted

But you didn't want me no more

Didn't want me no more, didn´t want me no more

Uhhhh want me no more