quarter-life crisis Lyrics

The day I turned 20

I felt like all my dreams were dying slowly

I'm waking up restless

And it's kinda funny

The lengths that I go to in order to measure each moment

Make the most of the day

I'm a little too cautious, saying

"Make a ripple just careful they ain't waves"

(Careful they ain't waves)

Can't disrupt this place

But aren't you bored of it

Am I gonna spend every minute tryna save some precious time

(Save some precious time)

Oh

Leave the light on

When you're gone

And I'll be lying here with eyes glued to my phone

'Cause I ain't sleeping

When I'm alone

Can someone tell me I'll be fine

'Cause right now I don't really know

I don't wanna die but I won't lie

I'm not having the best night

This shit keeps my head so busy

Wondering if we wasted time

And I seek out comfort

But only for long enough to know my life's still worth something

A sunset escape

'Cause you tell me "Stop running"

Stop running babe, but I

I gotta catch up the future is minutes away

Oh, tell me I'm okay

I swear I'll

I'll leave the light on

(Leave the light on baby)

When you're gone

So sick of going out but sick of staying home

(I'm so sick of it all)

'Cause I ain't sleeping

When I'm all alone

When you tell me I'll be fine

That's the only time I really know

I don't wanna die but I won't lie

I'm not having the best night

This shit keeps my head so busy

Wondering if we wasted time

I live for the feeling

Praying to gods in our minds

Getting high as the ceiling

Remembering not to forget how your touch is so healing

Chemicals rush to our heads

I used to wanna be dead

Now I forget

Can I just vent, baby

I don't wanna die but I won't lie

I'm not having the best night

This shit keeps my head so busy

Wondering if we wasted time

I don't wanna die but I won't lie

(Praying to gods in our minds getting high as the ceiling)

I'm not having the best night

(Remembering not to forget how your touch is so healing)

This shit keeps my head so busy

(I used to wanna be dead now I live for the feeling)

(I rise with the morning)

Wondering if we wasted time

(And fall with the evening, yeah)