bad for us Lyrics

I'm sorry

I couldn't give you the birthday you deserved

It's all my fault, I broke you first

I know that very well

I'm sorry

But I've still got your baseball cap

And the stub of a ticket for a film we skipped

To make out in the back of a cab

(You're fucking lying)

But the long nights and the same fights

We've had for months keep stacking up

And I'm so tired but I can't lie

I kinda like the rush

(I'm sorry)

Screaming from the driver's seat

"If I'm unhappy why don't I just leave"

Staring at the white lines on the pavement

So you don't cry looking at me

(I'm sorry)

Hanging in the air the words we can't take back

Even though I love you

I know myself enough

To know I'm bad for us

It's quiet

When we step onto the sidelines

Take a break from breathless fighting

Knowing I can't give an answer

But I'm trying

Like, the sight of you in pieces

I wanna say I didn't mean it

Try again just like we always do

I hope you sleep better in time

I'll still put your heart in front of mine, I'm

(I'm sorry)

Screaming from the driver's seat

"If I'm unhappy why don't I just leave"

(If I'm unhappy)

Staring at the white lines on the pavement

So you don't cry looking at me

(When you look at me)

(I'm sorry)

Hanging in the air the words we can't take back

(And we can't take it back, bad)

Even though I love you

I know myself enough

To know I'm bad for us

And there's no easy way out

No matter what I say

Your world's gonna come crashing down

You hold me like you're falling

I'm the thing you couldn't bear to lose

It's not your fault I wasn't meant for you

But I'm sorry

If I'm unhappy, why don't I just leave

'Cause you're crying looking at me

Hanging in the air the words we can't take back

Even though I love you

I love you, I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

But I'm bad