long sleeves Lyrics

Doing cocaine to make the hurt go away

But then I wake up and it feels like it gets worse everyday

So I do more blow

More shows

More hoes

If you're thinking that you love me, I just need you to go

I don't wanna hurt you when I make it

I'm not talking about being rich, I'm talking about dying in a basement

Alone

And cold

Not afraid cause I have wanted this since

I was 14 years old

That's the 8th grade

Relive the same day

Could you live the same way

Everything I'm going through is catastrophic mayday

22 years of pain and it always ends in mayday

I swear that it hurts me more than you that I live this way

Loving you then hating you and leaving in the same day

I've been the same fucked up creation since the 8th grade

Just learned to mask

Fake and accomplish your task

Cause when you get to where you're going then nobody will ask

Why it's the middle of summer and it is 90 degrees

And everyone's wearing tees and I am wearing long sleeves

And why they've never seen my legs or barely up to my knees

Or why all of my sharpeners are suddenly empty

They just don't care

They got other things to do

Trying to hold me up is just not what's cool