numb to you Lyrics

I'm so numb to you

If I tell the truth

Then you wouldn't wanna' ever see me again

I know I'm the fool

Because you think you cool

And now I'm stuck, sitting here just waiting again

Now I'm in the stu'

'Cause I'm numb to you

And baby, it isn't like I've never seen this before

Another excuse

So girl, do what you do

And tell me that your love is something that I can't afford

And now I'm passed out on the floor

It all started so that I could get away from the war in my mind

'Cause way too many people didn't treat me kind

You say I'm destructive but baby, it's a safety design

I'm sorry that I wasn't what you thought I would be

I'm not the knight in shining armor, I'm the dragon he sees

Wielding flame to fight the people that don't want me free

But once the battle is finished, it isn't worth it to me

'Cause if I let you get too close inside

I'm handing you everything you need to destroy my life

And I'll be dammed if someone else gets to win my fight

I've been surviving, I would barely even say I'm alive

('Cause if I let you get too close inside)

(I'm handing you everything you need to destroy my life)

(I'm sorry that I wasn't what you thought I would be)

(I'm not the knight in shining armor, I'm the dragon he sees)

I'm so numb to you

If I tell the truth

Then you wouldn't wanna' ever see me again

I know I'm the fool

Because you think you cool

And now I'm stuck, sitting here just waiting again

Now I'm in the stu'

'Cause I'm numb to you

And baby, it isn't like I've never seen this before

Another excuse

So girl, do what you do

And tell me that your love is something that I can't afford