The Last Suicide Note, Pt. 2 Lyrics

Can you understand me?

If I tell you that I don't wanna die

I'm just sick of feeling that everyone around me will lie

To try and save the little bit of hope that's left in my life

In my life

Can you understand me?

All I've mastered in this life is survive

It's not been the same since the day that I found out that you died

I'm not really sure how to solve the feelings except suicide

Suicide

Can you understand me?

I'm sick of being alone

I'm sick of thinking that taking my life's the way I come home

They told me that it takes time

I'm not confident I'll be fine

'Cause if you could see in my mind then you'd run and hide

Can you understand me

This isn't how it's supposed to be

I should be thriving with the people I trust and call family

But instead, I'm sitting here, writing out all of my agony

I'm too afraid to let anyone know the end's approaching rapidly

I swear

To you

That'll I'll make it all okay

This may hurt in the moment but I promise it goes away

Now just lean your head back

Breathe a small sigh of relief

It was a pleasure meeting you

I hope it's nice meeting me

'Cause I can't stand this anymore

Please go away

I'm way too destructive in my relationships to make you stay

I'll take the happiest thing that you've felt and take it away

Hopefully you'll understand why I have die today

Can you understand me