Antipsychotics Lyrics

I can't sleep, the night's growing longer everyday

Any dreams that I have will become nightmares as I

I take more medication, antipsychotics are my drug

Gotta sleep before the panic, the panic sets in!

(Now as I lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord my soul to keep)

(And if I die before I wake, I pray the lord my soul to take)

And I can't sleep!

Panic disorder, I close my eyes, and try and fail

To fall asleep through the night, nocturnal panic attacks

Wake me up - I keep falling and I can't get up

Night terrors, nightmares, another attack!

To top it off when I wake up, I wake up exhausted

I will rest when I die, I will rest when I die!

Every night is the same, when will it ever leave me be?

All I want is a night where I can rest in peace

And my trial of death, just leaves me tired and scared

If I can't even sleep, then god just let me die right now

I just want to rest! I just wanna be unconscious

I don't care for dreams, I'd rather sleep like death!

So I drink pills to sleep - I need pills to fucking sleep!

I can't try to relax, as my reality starts to crack

Antipsychotics are my drug, withdrawal symptoms with any of my luck

With this sickness I'm broken and I'm scared

That if I drop them I will be ill-prepared

Antipsychotics are my drug, withdrawal symptoms with any of my luck

With this sickness I'm broken and I'm scared

That if I drop them I will not be prepared

To sleep!

Panic disorder, I close my eyes, and try and fail

To fall asleep through the night, nocturnal panic attacks

Wake me up - I keep falling and I can't get up

Night terrors, nightmares, another attack!

To top it off when I wake up, I wake up exhausted

I will rest when I die, I will rest when I die!

I cannot deal with my lack of sleep, hallucinations

And I can't deal with the fact I get nocturnal attacks

But the worst aren't the nightmares, or waking up exhausted

It's these dreams that I can't handle, these sweet dreams of you

Maybe I'd rather see nightmares, I think I would be less afraid

And I'd rather have attacks, before I see your face

It's the pain that I can't take, dreams of trust and maybe love

When I know that you are better off, with somebody else

Somebody else

Somebody else

But can I not think about that, for one waking moment?!

I just want to fucking shut my eyes and drift off to sleep!

Fuck these nightmares I am tired of their violence and

Fuck these panic attacks, I'm unhinged 'cause of them!

And I will fucking die! Before I get any peace

I just want to fucking sleep, I just wanna fucking sleep!

Now it's 3 am, I'm looking up at the ceiling

Feel like I'm dead and inside, and I still cannot fall asleep!

Panic disorder, I close my eyes, and try and fail

To fall asleep through the night, nocturnal panic attacks

Wake me up - I keep falling and I can't get up

Night terrors, nightmares, another attack!

To top it off when I wake up, I wake up exhausted

I will rest when I die, I will rest when I die!

(Now as I lay me down to sleep, I pray the lord my soul to keep)

(And if I die before I wake, I pray the lord my soul to take)