Dead It ft. Toni Smoke Lyrics

It's kinda cold on this side of your shoulder

Ups and downs got me feeling bipolar

Highs and lows like we riding a roller

Coasting through life yeah we live in a coma

Think it's better than living alone huh?

Tell me to leave but you won't let me go nah

You know we tried but we only got so far

Hate to have to be the one to say that it's over

I don't know why we wake up here

In this hell we built out of hate and fear

All the space in the world couldn't make it clear

And a break won't erase all the wasted tears

Cos you bled me dry got nothing left to give

Tried to build a life but you won't let me live

Nowhere to run to mistakes we can't undo

I'm sorry but it doesn't hurt to say I don't love you

Push my buttons like a kid in a elevator

I got something to say I guess I'll tell ya later

Not that important I just thought you should know

That even when I'm next to you I still feel alone

I didn't wanna bring it up until I knew before

But every time I pick your clothes up off the floor

I get the urge to turn around walk out the door

I don't ask for much but I deserve more

Let you into my world just to watch it unfurl

What you expect? I never said I was an innocent girl

Look on your face is one I wanna forget

I don't wanna make you smile you know I couldn't care less

I took a piece of your heart you took a pound of flesh

Now I'm running round with a fuckin hole in my chest

I don't know how to trust sick of regret

So I'm sitting by myself with a pad and a pen fuck

I don't know how to trust sick of regrets

So I'm sitting by myself with a pad and a pen

Fuckin sick of regrets yeah

To love or to lose is too hard to choose

When a laugh weighs less than a heart that's bruised

And a pathway splits like a serpent's tongue

And I halfway miss the foot we started on

Lost my friend and my common sense

Scenes play back time lapse in my head

You tore down walls just to build them again

Then expect me to talk through a chain link fence

Met you half way with my heart on my sleeve

But you only ever see me when I'm ready to leave

Stop me getting places I'm supposed to be

What suits you just fine isn't good for me

Act surprised but I been nice

Give me puppy dog eyes but I did try

Went against all I learned all my insight

Hope I'm wrong every time but you prove me right

Tell myself see I told you so

It won't work like that when you know you know

And I don't wanna write it off but that's all she wrote

I'll play the bad guy if you leave me alone

Tooth and nail replace eye to eye

We face to face taste mistakes say goodnight

We dig our graves lay to rest wake in light

Only ever be the wrong girl if the man ain't right

All said and done in the long run

You be nothing but a boy that I mentioned in a song once

And I can't front it cuts deep

But I'll never miss you more than I already miss me

Yeah I miss me yeah I miss me

Said I can't front, it cuts deep

But I'll never miss you more than I already miss me, no