You ft. Toni Smoke Lyrics

I don't need a boyfriend, I need a shrink

I need somebody to fix how I think

And that should be me but it probably won't be

I am too busy perpetually floating

Find it hard to commit to life

I get scared when I get it right

Incase I get attached and it's ripped away

What if I take a shot and it ricochets?

I don't know what I want most days

Cant grow if I don't see light

I'm buried up under a pile of mistakes

I dig my own grave for a place to hide but

You - gotta be the one that I want now

You - gotta be the one that I hunt down

You - gotta be the only one to pick me up

When i'm drunk and i'm looking for bud now

At war with my inner child

Have been like all my life

But all of a sudden I'm feeling discomfort

Cos if I don't do then the dream will die

Never wanted it that bad

Never could see that far ahead

Choices are limited, I gotta live with them

Maybe I'll make myself smile instead

See I write to make sense of the madness

I don't process things when they happen

Push it aside, then months gone by

Before I let go of a small interaction

I cannot write an album right now

Need to get my behaviour in line

Before I can settle, say something of worth

Instead of just giving a piece of my mind

What can I do when it comes in fragments?

Get put off and I can't look at it

Something's wrong

Gotta kill old habits

Say that I will but it may not happen

Same thing on a different day now

Same kid on a different playground

Life get rough when it kick you in the guts

And you try to get up while it scream out "stay down"

Wanna throw my phone in the bin

Wanna kick it with people who know how I think

I wanna get on a plane to Berlin

I wanna fuck with my brain till it's fixed

I will not be manipulated, if you wanna fuck me over better get creative

Best bet Imma fail if you test my patience

Whole life everybody underestimated but

You - always be the one that i want round

You - always let me in when i'm locked out

You pull me up when I take it too far

When my head's in the clouds and I don't wanna come down

You - gotta be the one that I want now

You - gotta be the one that I hunt down

You - gotta be the only one to pick me up

When i'm drunk and i'm looking for bud now

You - always be the one that i want round

You - always let me in when i'm locked out

You pull me up when I take it too far

When my head's in the clouds and I don't wanna come down

You - gotta be the one that I want now

You - gotta be the one that I hunt down

You - gotta be the only one to pick me up

When i'm drunk and i'm looking for bud now

That's alright, I don't need validation

From people who get off on victimisation

You're sick in the head and I don't have to take it

I wish you the best but i'm hoping you changing

I reserve the right to evolve

Been down, been depressed since 12 years old

Heart pound through my chest

When I sense an agenda

Kiss the envelope and return to sender

Been bitten twice, it will not be a hat trick

Believe your own lies

I don't get down with that shit

I laugh mother fucker you tragic

A terrible actor, so save the theatrics

I appreciate the inspiration

You know nothing get me going like some indignation

Fuck a bad bitch, this a good woman

Go above and beyond for the people I shouldn't

Suddenly strong now i've dealt with the hard part

Fought with myself and it forced me to grow up

Torture yourself if you must but i'm so done

No skin off my nose if they don't show love

You can shove it where the sun don't shine

You either coming with me or you left behind

I'm running late, I am now 28

And I barely remember like half of my life but

You - gotta be the one that I want now

You - gotta be the one that I hunt down

You - gotta be the only one to pick me up

When i'm drunk and i'm looking for bud now

You - always be the one that i want round

You - always let me in when i'm locked out

You pull me up when I take it too far

When my head's in the clouds and I don't wanna come down

You - gotta be the one that I want now

You - gotta be the one that I hunt down

You - gotta be the only one to pick me up

When i'm drunk and i'm looking for bud now

You - always be the one that i want round

You - always let me in when i'm locked out

You pull me up when I take it too far

When my head's in the clouds and I don't wanna come down

I'm not gonna waste the rest, no

Never even given fuckin 80%

I'm sick of waking up dead, sick of hating my head

I'mma change it right now, start making amends, yes

Its, feeling good to be better, still get it wrong

Fuck up harder than ever

But I never stop tryna fix what I damage

One thing at a time straight line, find balance

Everyone wanna be savage, everyone gotta be callous

Everyone holding the almighty gavel

They throw it around like a kid with a rattle

Tell me what my problem is?

I'm not tryna make hits, I'm just tryna live

And that bothers them like it bothers men

When it's more than that but I call us friends

Terrified to get hurt again

I got fuck all left and give everything

And get nothing back, because love is wack

So attacking them is my best defence

I aint ashamed to admit it

I deal with the pain when I say it with rhythm

And I love to write but I hate all the critics

The fuck out my face if your kiss is a hindrance

I know he love me a little

Tattoo on his chest with her name in the middle

And I know he miss her, won't play second fiddle

What's love got to do with me keeping it simple?

What's love got to do with me keeping it simple?

What's love got to do with me keeping it simple?