Feel So High ft. Toni Smoke & Grace Chia Lyrics

Only ever seem to want what's bad for me

But I don't know that when it's happening

So every word I speak is of tragedy

And every time I blink I'm in agony

Exhausted tired of turning a blind eye

Nauseas sick of the right place wrong guy

I like a challenge bring on the torture

Put me off balance I like the deep water

Till I don't and I'm far from sure

No hope but I ask for more

Once again I've been left for dead

I can't follow my heart when it's off it's head

Like why do I do this put myself through this

Triple my bet when I know that I'm losing

Know that my friends hear the same excuses

Over again we all know what I'm doing

Get ruthless so stupid

So sorry that I act up a nuisance

Punish myself and neglect my music

Part of a pattern I'm yet to break through it

Yet to accept that I need to invest all my time into writing

And clean up my head

Look at this mess look what you've done

Take a look at the ways that you fuck yourself up

Granted there's many

Standard get messy

I planned it you ready?

I'm running on empty

But there's gotta be something left

In amongst all the post traumatic stress

I want a life I'm gonna make one

Stand in my way you can see what I'm made of

Cos I won't back down no more

All the tools that I need are inside my core

Been bruised been bleeding fuck that noise

I'mma drown out the sound cos I found my voice

I'mma speak for those who feel stuck

I'mma prove that we don't need luck

I'mma show that I don't need help

All I need is a dream believe in myself

All I need is a dream believe in myself

In theory ideally

Stick to it think clearly

I don't wanna look back see nearly

I just needa extract my feelings

Put 'em in places where they make sense

Decide what I want get the fuck off the fence

Discipline something I always admired

Learned all the lessons and never applied them

I say I too much I don't like to trust

I been fuckin dumb till I wisened up

Now there's no excuse I just get it done

I don't need approval who are they to judge?

If you don't have the heart to do what you love

You're the last who could laugh at someone who does

And the first one I tell to go and get fucked

When I step out of hell and blow the place up

Like bang there go my memories

There go my everything

Fuck my identity I don't need anything

I been dependent and wasted my energy

Nobody taking the rest of me