the last suicide note i'll ever write Lyrics

I look at all of my friends

I wonder if they see the end coming like me

I wonder if they really like me

Do they think I'm the best?

Or am I just like the rest?

Am I better off dead?

I look at all of my friends

And realize that I'm here alone

Cocaine is the only thing that's helped ever since you been gone

I trace it back through my memories

Every day, it was you and me

How the fuck is it so wrong to love you right

This is new to me

Please help

Cause I can't find the way out of my head

And I'm so fucking terrified that you'll forget me when I'm dead

Now I'm pacing my room

Dark shadows silhouette the moon

Taking cobains to the face

Hey Cameron, I will see you soon

And now i'm faded

Now i'm faded

Now i'm faded

And i can't feel a thing so baby hold me close

Cause now i'm faded

Now i'm faded

Now i'm faded

Taking cobaines to the face

Hey Cameron, I will see you soon

And now i'm faded

Miscalculated

How could I gift you my heart and watch you happily break it

I'm happy every now and again but I know they're just phases

Surrounded by 100 with 0 familiar faces

Damn

I'm getting bad once again

And I know this time you're nowhere to be found, will you save me

I'm numb to everything and the drugs said they'd enslave me

I know I should be afraid but this the happiest I'll be

Cause now I'm faded

Now I'm faded

Cause now I'm faded

And I can't feel anything

I hope they take me away

Cause now I'm faded

Now I'm faded

Cause now I'm faded

Taking cobaines to the face

Hey Cameron, I will see you soon